A and B are evil
Think of it as having two options for your life. “Option A” and “Option B”. Option A can bring you joy! You get to make decisions for yourself and not have them made for you. You are in complete control of option A, you can go to your desires without hesitation or resistance from anything. Option A is the way we all want to go, there is no doubt that if each and every person was presented with the two options and was able to choose, option A would be the first choice. Your head is clear, thoughts clear and present, you are able to control yourself and nothing can stop you. You know and remember your past, you can control your future.
Then there is option B. You may or may not have had the choice, but you may be living option B right now. You cannot control your future, you have no recollection of the past or present, at times yes, but it is very rare. You wont realize what has or may have happened to you, you may never know the truth. The difference between right and wrong is not for you to decide. All anyone will be able to tell you is that they cannot help, you have to help yourself. How? If we knew the answer the disease wouldn’t exist. If we knew how to control it you would be able to without problems and you would be living Option A not B. Some of us are on A, some on B, they are both evil, both create evil, exist in an evil world. Options A and B both create the truth and destroy it with the same hand. Which side will you be on? Which side are you on? Do you control your future? Can you remember your past?