i love werewolves

The size and shape of the werewolf will mostly depend on the human who is transforming. The size of the human will generally be the size that the werewolf will turn out to be. For example, a large person will generally be a large werewolf and a small person a small werewolf. This is true because of the fact that human bones cannot shape, grow and or shrink themselves THAT much in the amount of time it takes for the full transformation.  If you take this into account you will discover that a human in werewolf form will not be the “traditional” wolf that you may find in the wilderness, but something very different. Something human, but something animal. The werewolf will clearly be his “human” counterparts shape. There is nothing magical that happens here to shrink the animal or to make him grow, there is not magic dust to sprinkle, there are no potions that will “shrink him.” Please understand that this is the size only, of course there are some other features that set the werewolf aside from the human.

I can tell you that you may only know - WHAT - you are and not so much -WHO- you are. You will exist in a world that may seem to have no meaning for you- and life. You will have to hide part of who you are, not by choice, you will be forced to hide your identity. Its not a force like somebody making you, you wont know why you have to hide what is happening to you, but you will hide it. You will hide it from friends, from family, and yourself. You will deny who you really are and who you you will become. You are not immortal, the time you have you will seek answers to questions of your origin, of your “race” and curse. You wont stop your search for answers; although at the early point in life you wont seek answers, you will embrace your existence and never question your power. Early in your werewolf life you will let your strength and aggression get the better of you; as you move on in life you will have questions for yourself, and your feelings towards being werewolf will have a different meaning to you. The journey is long, don’t give up searching for answers, the answers exist, the answers are out there…you will know when you find them…we will know when we find them…

If you had a choice in the matter how would you choose? Do you want to be a werewolf? Why? Why do you want to be a werewolf!? If you woke up tomorrow and were a werewolf would you be happy? Would you realize that now you can live your life in happiness because you are a werewolf? A werewolf for the rest of your life in peace? Live part of your life human, and part of your life monster? Why do you want this? What is appealing about being monster? What is it that attracts you to want to be a monster? Human and monster? Not not just human? How much good can a monster do in our world? You say you will feed on small animals? How many until you run out? Get tired of them? Why do you want to be a werewolf?
You cant do it forever. Forever will seem like forever if you are a werewolf. This is a curse, not your gift.

This is the point where you have to make a decision. To change, or not to change. There is one problem in your plan though; many think you can just change, transform upon will…this is not true. You only wish you had the power to transform yourself into something better, something more human, something less violent. You can try to find the cure, but you wont. You can take all the drugs, herbal remedies, magical potions in the world but you still wont stop it. You cant stop what will happen. You can’t start what will happen. It just happens, and you have no choice. All you can do is wait, wait for it to be over so you can move on with your normal life. It may be a struggle, difficult, not having control will be a problem but in the end you will get by, you will forget, you will live another day. You just don’t always have control.

It’s something that not everybody can explain, nobody can explain, you can’t explain; the human in the werewolf can’t explain this to you. It’s like you would be caught between two realities. In one reality you have the choices, in the other you have no choices. Do you want choices? If you had no choice in this would your life still be “your” life? It is your life right now right? But, if you had no choice would it still be your life?