I can tell you that you may only know - WHAT - you are and not so much -WHO- you are. You will exist in a world that may seem to have no meaning for you- and life. You will have to hide part of who you are, not by choice, you will be forced to hide your identity. Its not a force like somebody making you, you wont know why you have to hide what is happening to you, but you will hide it. You will hide it from friends, from family, and yourself. You will deny who you really are and who you you will become. You are not immortal, the time you have you will seek answers to questions of your origin, of your “race” and curse. You wont stop your search for answers; although at the early point in life you wont seek answers, you will embrace your existence and never question your power. Early in your werewolf life you will let your strength and aggression get the better of you; as you move on in life you will have questions for yourself, and your feelings towards being werewolf will have a different meaning to you. The journey is long, don’t give up searching for answers, the answers exist, the answers are out there…you will know when you find them…we will know when we find them…
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Ahh, but this is not true.
After a period of about half a year I was fully conscious of my transformations.
At first I couldn’t remember anything really about what happened while in that mindset, bet now I can not only remember what happens, I can control my instincts fairly well too. (though the occasional howl will get the better of me.)
-Shadowsmoke
Hmm I must say for once I read something that makes me feel at ease. I have been searching for this past week trying to get an answer to the things that I felt 10 years ago.
Something happened about a few years later that brought me peace and gave me an escape. the thing is I never looked for an escape though but it became such an obsession that I had forgotten the one thing I had been trying to understand.
And yet here I am still searching for answers and my efforts have doubled because of the all the repression and time lost.
Thank you for this post werewolf967 I know I’m a bit late but you gave me the minute of peace that I needed to continue.