werewolves envy humans

Werewolves envy humans.

Why? Because humans are what werwolves desire to become, what they are deep in the heart, deep in the soul. Although sometimes becoming werewolf is by choice there is always something more to being 100% human that gets to the werewolf while in werewolf form, envy, especially after having some bad experiences during or after transformation. The envy werewolves have for pure humans sometimes comes in the form of hate, a hatred toward the half brother of the werewolf. An extreme hatred that only becoming human again can cure, even if you did take the weight by choice. You won’t find many werewolves that will admit that they desire to be human again, many will secretly hide this emotion from the world, and many will not find out the desire until they learn the consequences of losing to the werewolf. Furthermore, not all weighted humans envy pure humans, some desire to become more werewolf, like a vampire getting a taste of blood, some humans after getting their taste of their first transformation can’t get enough; they want more. This is often a warning sign, a sign that the human inside you could lose total control to the werewolf, you don’t want this, there will be no turning back. The human inside the weighted person must always be in control, do not let your human conscience leave your body during transformation. If the werewolf takes complete control of your body, your mind, and your soul, all human will be lost and you too will be lost.

I will step aside but never out of sight.